Man. I am soooo bummed! I have been to the Dr. now 2 times to have fluid removed and its just not working. There is barely any fluid in my band and I still cannot keep anything down. Not even water. Losing weight when you are literally starving to death is not fun.
I surrender. I'm going in today to get all the fluid out. I'm very disappointed. This time i did everything right. I ate the right portions. I ate the right foods and still the band has not cooperated. I guess this is just not for me. Sucks big time.
The plus side is that I am down 45 pounds and I haven't seen this weight since around when Maddie was born. Just a little more and I will be under 200. That I haven't seen since I was first married. Now that I won't have any fluid, I am just hoping not to gain anything back and get stabilized for a bit.
I am nervous. Frustrated. But don't think starving is worth it. Gotta do something else. (Deep Sigh)
Monday, May 3, 2010
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